Yes yes, I am finally back blogging, JJ! Gosh, has it already been 1 month? Time really flies when you are working. Work has been rather bad now that my supervisors are back. Humans are really tough to please. A few weeks back I was complaining that my sups were not around and hoped that they be back soon, but now that they are back, I hoped that they didnt come back that soon..
Everyday, wake up at 6.30am, bathe and if I'm early, make breakfast to bring to work. Leave home at 7am, take 7.10am bus to Serangoon, board train at 7.31am, reach Outram Park at 7.45am, walk real fast to the East-West line, board train, reach Bouna Vista at 8.05am, rush to take shuttle bus which leaves at 8.15am, reach office at 8.30am, slack and eat breakfast till 9am, try to do 'work' but most prob sleep till 9.30am, wake up suddenly and get horrified by the time so do work until 11.15am, stone till 11.35 when colleagues jio me for lunch, reach back office at 12.15pm, play or watch others play Big Old 2 till 1pm, slack and fall asleep till 1.30pm, try to work till 4.30pm, sign in msn and hopefully chat with mon till 5.30pm, if I have not done so, start surfing web till 5.45pm, faster pack bag n leave office at 5.55pm.
Life is a bore when you can let a fixed plan describe your everyday life.
Is this what I want for myself?! HELL NO!!!
And the fact that I have not gotten my January pay does not help at all..
Does joining the police ensure that my future will not be as bleak and boring as the life I am going through now? I have no idea, but I am willing to give it a try. Maybe others may think that I am wasting my degree by joining the police force. That might be true, but I am NEVER EVER gonna join another permanent desk job. Sitting by the table, starring at the computer for hours at end hasnt been and will never ever will be the type of life I foresee my future to be.
Everyday, I drag my tired and lifeless body either back home or back to school for trainings (tues and thurs). Tennis used to be a source of enjoyment for me. But, now with my deteriorating skills and my coach breathing down on my neck every now and then, makes me wonder whether being captain was a mistake.
Losing track of my social life. Feels as if I don't have any friends even though I know that they will be there if I just turned to look. Oh well, at least I have my family and gerbils!! MY GERBILS ARE JUST PLAIN CUTE!! Their actions are hilarious!!
Ok, hope that I can go out with you guys soon!! Good luck to everyone who are having your exams!!
COME BACK SOON MONNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
- End of whiny post -
posted at 10:02 PM --
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