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Guilty.. Thursday, December 30, 2004

Well.. I am feeling really guilty..
I actually hoped that it rained now..
When I got to know that the outing was on Thursday..
I was like.. "Shit!!"
I already knew that I couldnt go..
But somehow.. I clung onto a small shimmer of hope..

Alas God didnt like me at all..
And he chose today to show it..
My cousin could not go for training..
So I decided to accompany my mum..
But all could be saved if it rained..
But no...
It DID rain.. And I was like saying to myself.. "Continue.. Continue.."
Then it stopped..
All hope was lost..
I give up..
Have fun people..

But the good thing is..
Starting from next week..
My training would be shifted to the morning..
Cause we will be training at the indoor court..
That means I can go out after my training.. weee..

posted at 1:56 PM -- 2 comments

New Sandals!! Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Yesterday, it rained the whole day..
So training was cancelled..
Then my aunt who strike 4D decided to treat us to lunch..
So off I went to Northpoint to meet her and my mum..
We ate pasta outside Northpoint..
It has a 50% discount from 3pm - 5pm..
And the food.. tastes quite bland..
But overall ok bah..
And my aunt gave me $100.. weee...

Then after lunch, my mum and me went to Causeway Point to shop around..
She went to buy a braclet, then we went to Giordano..
Was really crowded there..
I tried a khaki.. quite tight.. so never buy..
Then my dad came and we went to shop around for my sandals..
In the end, they bought a nike sandals for me from SportsLink..
Quite nice to wear.. and the design not bad..
Thanks a lot!!

As for today, I went back to school to get my EAGLES award..
The first thing I saw when I stepped into school..
Was the pink colour paint on the walls of the school..
So ewwwwwww lo.. ARGH..
Then went into the General Office to get my money..
Then I went to find my tennis teacher to give her the gift..
Even she agreed that the pink paint was.. Ewwwwwww..
Then went to the tennis court to find my juniors..
Talked for a while before proceeding to the Kopitiam to get lunch for my mum..

Well.. Later have training..
Hope tml rains.. PLS RAIN!!!
Then I can go out with you all..

posted at 2:12 PM -- 0 comments

Merry Belated Christmas!! Sunday, December 26, 2004

Today, I had a rather fun day..
Started off the day by completing the present for Mon..
Had to rip my soundtrack and burn the remaining episodes..
Then off I went to meet Poof at City Hall..

Waited there for about 5mins before Poof the monk appeared before me..
Went to Suntec to get the tickets for Kungfu Hustle..
The queue was quite long..
Stretched to the outside of the cinema..
But didnt take long to reach us..
At first we wanted to watch the 5.30pm show..
But dunnoe who go and take our seats at the 6th row..
Damn them lo.. So we took the 5pm show..
Since both also at the first row..
And btw JJ.. I really wanted u to watch the movie with us.. REALLY!!!

Ok. after settling the tickets..
We went to have lunch..
Walked to the Food terrace there to look around..
Then we finally made our choice..
Rather.. it was he who made the choice..
But had a REALLY NICE lunch..
Really really nice lunch..
Thanks a LOT Poof!!!
I am eternally grateful for that meal!!

After the meal, we went to meet JJ the monk for the movie..
When we went in.. the movie has started already lo..
It was the most punctual movie I have ever been to..
The movie was quite exaggerating but funny nevertheless..

After the movie, we went to play arcade while waiting for Mon..
Played Bishi Bashi for the first time..
Then played Virtual Cop 3 with Poof..
When Mon came, we played a four player game..
I think its called the Gladiator..
Then played PhotoHunt..
Mon is really quite pro in that..

After several games, we went for dinner..
Ate wanton mee.. $3.. quite ok bah..
Then we went to buy drinks at Carrefour..
Decided to go to the Fountain of Wealth to see silly people walking around the small fountain..
Then after sitting there and chatting for around 20mins..
We decided to go to the Esplanade..
Went to the top to see the river..
Then took a long walk to Raffles MRT station..
Reached home at around 12.10am..
Had a really fun day today..
Thanks a LOT people!!
Esp.. "you know who.." = )

posted at 1:44 AM -- 0 comments

Don't Mess With Me.. Thursday, December 23, 2004

Yesterday, I went for training..
And I found out that I am a time bomb waiting to explode when I am in the court..
Like.. If something ticks me off..
I will just self-destruct..

Yesterday, our coach asked some malay guys to play doubles with us..
Then I was not playing that well..
So was quite pissed off with myself..
Then my mum told me "Don't be afraid.."
I know she meant well..
But somehow.. it doesnt really help to calm me..
I wanted to tell her nicely that I am not afraid..
But somehow it came out wrongly..

Ok.. then after that, I missed a couple of shots..
Then my mum told me like.. hit the ball higher.. and stuff..
I really dislike that.. Although I know she just wanted to help..
Like.. I am trying..... Its not that I don't want to hit it higher..
Sigh.. I should calm down..
I shall promise myself never to self-destruct again on court!!

Moving on.. I bought the Dreamweaver CD le..
But its like in a package together with other Macromedia programs..
I find it rather strange that..
They have Dreamweaver Chinese Edition..
But not the Endlish edition..
Really quite -__-""
Well.. Hope Chirstmas can go out..

posted at 11:00 AM -- 0 comments

It Is Time.. Sunday, December 19, 2004

Yesterday, I read finish the chinese novel that I borrowed..
The ending was quite nice.. like.. awwwwwww..
And the novel gave me some insights..

I was starting to wonder..
Why am I holding onto something that never really exists..
Its just making me more and more miserable..
Maybe all this was just a stint to attract attention..
Maybe I never really felt anything..
Sigh.. I have become weak..

I used to be a strong girl.. or so I thought..
I used to be rather physical with my friends..
I thought that made me strong..
But I was wrong..
Coming to college made me discover a new side of myself..
The WEAKER side of me..
From the blood donation incident..
To this unwillingness to let go..
What have I become..
I guess it is time to grow up..

Recently, I have taken a liking to two jap songs..
Daisuki da yo by Ai Otsuka..
Its a short song.. but quite nice..
And..
Hitomi wo tojite by Ken Hirai..
The theme song of the jap movie I want to watch..
And I finally found the jap title for that movie!!
Sekai no Chushin de, Ai wo Sakebu
All thanks to Ken Hirai.. THX!!

And regarding my Dreamweaver project..
How can I learn Dreamweaver without Dreamweaver itself?!
Hope I can buy Dreamweaver soon..

posted at 1:07 PM -- 0 comments

I Give Up.. Friday, December 17, 2004

Sigh.. I give up..
I really cannot understand Japanese..
It is really too chim for me..
I think I should take up classes to learn it..
Sorry Inuyasha.. I guess.. we are not fated..
Hope you wait for me..

Moving on.. I went to the library today again..
My bro told me that he will give me $100..
If I can help him do some stuff in Dreamweaver..
So off I went to borrow books on Dreamweaver..
So in the end..
I got 2 relatively thick books on Dreamweaver..
One book on Adobe PhotoShop CS..
And a Chinese novel.. Quite nice to read..
I sat in the library and read a few pages of that novel..
Feels quite nice to read there..

Oh yea.. I found out something while searching in the library..
Apparently.. the library at Orchard has manga..
And most importantly.. it has Inuyasha..
When I saw it.. I was like.. OMG OMG OMG..
Quick!! Somebody ask me out to Orchard!! *hint hint*
Just want to sit there and read the Inuyasha manga..

posted at 8:08 PM -- 2 comments

Death Tired.. Thursday, December 16, 2004

Ok.. Just came back from training..
Well.. I feel kinda guilty now..
Mostly due to the fact that I actually hoped it rain so I can skip training..
Really really tired.. cannot tahan..
Then after reaching Msia..
It actually rained!!
But too bad it stopped.. so got training..
Ok.. enough of this..

Must make my blog more interesting..
Cause Mon said recently my blog quite boring..
Now listening to the Mr Children song..
Argh.. Its actually making me sad..
Haiz.. I remember one week back..
I was talking to him in msn.. wishing him all the best..
All this time.. feeling quite sad inside..
I know he will read this.. and I will feel embarassed..
But whatever.. I am becoming a flower idiot..
Hmm.. does this count as a confession..
Sigh.. jap songs have a drastic effect on me..
God.. I must sound quite despo now.. haiz..

Ok.. must stop this sad thing..
Btw Mon.. You are PRETTY.. pls dun degrade yourself..

posted at 1:55 AM -- 1 comments

HTML is nice.. Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Well.. the last 2 days went by quite fruitfully..
On Sunday, I studied some Japanese..
While yesterday, I learnt some basic HTML and went for tennis training..
I never knew how fun HTML could be..
Maybe its just that I am becoming mad..
Had a rather interesting dream last night..
Didnt really want the dream to end though..
Argh.. in case you all were wondering..
The dream was NOT a dirty one..

Ok.. currently.. I am trying out HTML..
Really quite fun..
Hope next time I can design websites for extra cash..
Oh yea!! My bro told me that he might have a job for me if I learnt how to design websites..
Quite excited.. job == $$..

posted at 2:44 PM -- 0 comments

Inuyasha.. I Kinda Understand You Now.. Sunday, December 12, 2004

Today.. I went to the library alone..
But before that.. while taking the escalator up..
I met my secondary school friend, Shenny..
Then while in the library.. I saw a SRJCian..

Ok.. enough of that..
I found two books on HTML and web design..
And most importantly.. I found two japanese textbooks..
Didnt know that 4 books could weight so much..
Upon reaching home.. I started my japanese crash course..
Finished one chapter, and did its exercise/practise..
Not bad leh.. I get only one question wrong..
And I can also translate the sentences into English..
Weee.. Quite happy..
Soon.. soon.. I can talk to Inuyasha freely.. = )

posted at 6:59 PM -- 0 comments

My Plan.. Saturday, December 11, 2004

Ok.. today while washing the toilet..
I thought about what I should do during this break..
Firstly, I am SO gonna learn Japanese..
Thats to facilitate better communication between Inuyasha and me..
I think most probably.. I am gonna borrow some self study book..
Or even better, I join the language class at the CC near my house..
That would take place in January..
When my training is changed to the morning..

Secondly, I am going to learn webpage designing..
It might come in useful next time..
Like maybe.. my day job is a police officer..
Then during my free time..
I can help others design webpage to earn extra cash..
I think I will need to borrow some books from the library..
I might also need Jiawei's help too.. that is after his NS torture..

Sigh.. I used to think that life would be so much nicer after the exams..
Although it IS easier now.. life really seems quite boring..
Like.. nothing to do at home..
Don't want to go out cause money is depleting..
Oh well.. tml I am determined to go to the library..
Hope can get some books..
And also hope next week don't rain..
So I can immerse myself into tennis training..
And stop worrying about my future..

posted at 10:28 PM -- 0 comments

My Plan for Today..

Today.. Woke up at 11.20am..
Found out that I might have to slack the whole day at home again..
So now.. I will write wat I hope I would do..

Wash the toilet
Help my dad mop the floor
Go library to borrow some books
Maybe go Kinokuniya to buy some learn Japanese books

But somehow.. I just know that I might only do the first two..
Going out alone seems rather sianz to me..
Also.. Today JJ left us for Tekong..
Mon.. you feeling ok now?

posted at 1:24 PM -- 0 comments

What Is Happening to Me.. Friday, December 10, 2004

Sigh.. I think I am getting more and more emotional..
Today there is no training..
My mum and bro are out..
Then suddenly had an urge to listen to Jackie Cheung's songs..
So I took out his Concert '95 VCD...
Listened to quite a number of songs..
Until it came to the song... Zhu Fu..
The lyrics made me quite sad..
Especially this part..
"Mo hui tou, mo hui shou, dang wo chang chi zhe shou ke.. pa zhi pa yan lei qing qing de hua luo.."
(If I remember correctly..)

Then suddenly.. tears just gathered in my eyes..
Haiz.. This is SOO stupid..
Argh.. I have become weak..
So So WEAK... Need Inuyasha...

Oh well.. moving on..
Found out that I had VERY LITTLE money left..
What happened to all my savings..
Argh.. I cant possibly depend on my parents all the time..
Should I go to look for a job..
Considering the number of trainings I have per week..
The job must be SUPER part-time..
And my job must require no brains and no human contact..
But if I get a job.. then like no personal life liao..
Argh.. Oh well.. I shall depend on my parents for now..
Must repay them after I get a real job..

posted at 4:22 PM -- 0 comments

New Haircut!!

Went to school in the morning to play tennis with my teammates..
Then when to Kovan for lunch with them..
Spent too much time with them and ended up getting scolded by my mum..
Cause we are going to msia for training together with my cousin..
Left at around 3.45pm..

Reached Msia ard 4.40pm..
Went to City Square for tea and my mum said she wanted to cut her hair..
So I ended up cutting my hair together with her..
New hairstyle leh... but too bad.. he cant see..
Then went for training..
Today's training was not so strenuous..
But somehow.. my whole body feels drained of energy..
Especially my legs..
Wear new shoe somemore.. made my feet quite pain..

Haiz.. quite tempted to go to pasir ris tml morning..
I have NO idea why im feeling quite sad now..
Like.. my heart feels empty..
Maybe its because of the fact that hes leaving..
Argh... I guess.. I do like him a little..

posted at 1:48 AM -- 0 comments

Happiness.. Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Today.. it rained the whole day again..
Sianz lo.. planned to go to school to play tennis..
Then in the afternoon go for training..
In the end.. I slacked the whole day at home..
Thought of going out with Poof and KW..
But suddenly.. got that lazy-to-move feeling..
So I fell asleep on the sofa..
The weather is SUPER suited for napping lo..
Don't even need to switch on the fan..
The wind itself is cold enough..

Then around 5.50pm, decided to go and post a card to my friend..
A friend who is leaving real soon..
The card is quite big..
So I was wondering how I can squeeze the whole thing into the post box..
Then when I went down, saw the post van..
Then the postman was walking to the van..
So I rushed there to post the letter..
After putting the letter into the sack..
A wave of happiness engulfed my whole heart..
The feeling is like.. "Yes! hes gonna get the card.."
Then I smiled and said.. "xie xie!"
Then the postman replied.. "Bu ke qi!" (Which is 'your welcome' in chinese)

Walked home feeling quite happy..
Really hope my friend DO NOT throw the card away after reading..
Cause the card costed me quite a LOT..
So yea.. hope it reaches in time.. = )

posted at 6:41 PM -- 1 comments

I Got A New Pair Of Tennis Shoes.. Monday, December 06, 2004

Today.. it rained most of the day..
So tennis training was cancelled..
Then my mum's friend called her to tell her that Novena there got tennis shoes on sale..
So since today no training..
I decided to go shop for tennis shoes with my mum..
Went to United Square to see the tennis shoes..
The salesman there was quite.. arrogant?
He thinks he knows a lot like that..
Well.. maybe he does.. but who cares..
Couldnt find any nice shoe there..
It was also quite expensive..

So we decided to go to Novena Square to shop around..
While on the escalator..
Saw a poster showing.. "Adidas Factory Outlet"
We showed IMMEDIATE interest in that advertisement..
So we went to that factory outlet..
The models there were quite old..
But I found a decent looking pair of tennis shoes..
Simple design.. But nice nevertheless..
Its normal price was $89, but there was a 50% discount..
So.. the shoes were only.. $44.50..
So cheap.. weee... So happy..
Then we found a decent looking T-shirt of cooling material..
We decided to buy it for training..
So in the end.. we ended up buying 6 pieces of that T-shirt for training..
$44.50 for tennis shoe.. $81 for 6 T-shirts..
I am beginning to like that place..
Too bad the models are old..

Ok.. After buying, we went to Northpoint there to meet my dad..
Went to Crystal Jade to eat la mian.. (pull noodle.. lol)
It was quite nice.. but gets quite sian after long..
We ordered some fried red bean paste biscuit thingy..
Ended up waiting for like 20 mins for it..
Cause, according to the staff, it needs to be fried slowly in the oil..
When we got it.. it was quite hot.. (duh..)
Overall.. it was ok.. but its really OILY..

So yea.. that was how my day was..
Instead of going to Prom.. I went out with my parents..
Hope you gals had a nice day at Prom..

posted at 11:58 PM -- 0 comments

DO NOT WATCH Alexander..

Yesterday was quite a fun day for me..
Started it out by going to the gym with JJ and Poof..
Did some cycling, steps thingy, running, rowing, and some weights..
Overall was ok.. not that tired..
Then after the gym..
Went to have a shower before going to City Hall to meet Mon..
And btw Mon.. Your "Coming" is quite long.. =P
After meeting Mon, went to Suntec to get the movie tickets..
Decided to watch Alexander cause there wasnt much of a choice..
Then went to eat Chicken Katsu Curry Don.. $5..

Then it was time for the movie..
IT SUCKS.. ARGH..
3 long hours.. sitting there.. watching Alexander and his gay partner..
Maybe the only thing that I liked was the blood and gore..
And why did they hit the horse.. Argh.. so poor thing.. = (
After the movie.. went to meet Jia Wei at Kbox beside the cinema..
Weee... first time go Kbox..
The first song I sang was Xiao Wei.. weee..
But I sang so badly.. can see that they all wanna puke blood..
Guys+Gal.. to survive my singing is not bad le..
Jia wei quite pro in singing.. JJ too..
And Mon also not bad wor..
She and JJ sing duet very nice..
I think they train at home one..
And Poof.. sang only one miserable song.. so soft also.. ask him accompany me to sing.. he also dun want.. *heartbreaks*

But it was quite sad.. I had to go back home at 12am..
Wanted to stay longer cause it was quite fun..
Unfortunately my mum was worried..
So in the end.. I, JW and Poof shared a taxi back..
While Mon and JJ stayed back at Kbox..
Dunnoe what they did there.. but im sure they had fun.. =P
Well.. It was really a fun day..
Hope next time can go out like that again.. = )

posted at 11:43 AM -- 1 comments

I am SO Tired.. Saturday, December 04, 2004

Just came back from tennis training in malaysia..
Got a feeling that tml..After I wake up..
My whole body is gonna ache..
Maybe except for my left arm and my head..

Despite all this.. I feel real nice..
It really feels nice to feel tired after a hard day of training..
I know I might sound real weird..
But I think most sportspeople will know this feeling..
Sweating after a long period of time where you remain dormant at home..
The feeling is SO NICE!!
The aching.. the pain.. is nothing compared to the feeling of shuang-ness..
In Mandarin.. I think its called.. jie tuo..
I like this feeling..

posted at 1:48 AM -- 0 comments

I Am SO Pissed.. Wednesday, December 01, 2004

I just had a PISS-filled day..
Seems like everything is just going against me..
Woke up this morning at around 10.30am..
Had a brief breakfast with my mum..
My mum.. for NO apparent reason.. was angry..
She was asking me whether my bro has finished NS..
(He told her his was ending in ard Feb)
Cause he was always at home.. playin games and stuff..
Like COME ON.. how the hell would I know..

Then I was walking around the house barefooted..
Cause I used my slippers for the chalet..
Then she told me to wear another slipper..
Then I went to the shoe cabinet to get another pair..
Then I went to sorta clean the slipper a little..
Then all of a sudden.. She came to stare at me..
Then I asked "What?"
Then she said"Just looking at wat u are doing"
Then I continued cleaning..
Then she took the slipper on my hand..
Turned it over.. And said "Why u dun clean this part?"
(She was talking in mandarin)
Then I was a little pissed and gave her a little of my 'black' face..
And that was her signal to flare up..
She started scolding me.. and the only thing I remember was her saying..
"Its not my fault.. Dun give me that black face.. blah blah.. you r stupid.. blah blah u give me black face I also can do that to u.."
So I went to put back the slipper, went to the store to get another pair..
All the while.. my mum was following me and scolding me..

After that.. I went to my room to read the newspaper..
Then she said "You better do something abt the toilet.. before I throw all the shampoo and stuff out and you cannot use it anymore.."
(I washed the toilet on sunday and forget to wash the shampoo and stuff.. as in the bottles..)
Ok so I went to wash those stuff.. She came to stare at me again..
Then after washing.. She was folding the clothes..
Then I helped her fold some too..
And she gave me that.. angry and pissed face again..
God.. all the while I was tolerating and keeping it in..
I have NO idea when I am gonna explode..
Maybe thats the day when I have to move out..
And by the way things are now.. that day might come real soon..

Ok.. anyway.. there is more..
My bro woke up and used the comp..
He went to install Windows again..
And I think that corrupted the whole hard disk..
Then he said.. he needs to reformat the comp again..
Considering the fact that I just finished downloading Inuyasha..
And have not watched it yet.. I am PISSED...
Like.. ARGH.. Although I know I cant blame him..
Then I volunteered to buy lunch.. (Whats new..)
When I asked my mum wat she wanted..
She gave me that kao bei face..
That happened again when I asked her wat she wanted for dinner..
Whenever I see that face.. A sudden streak of anger just appear in my heart..
I mean.. like.. WTH did I do wrong?!
It just makes me think that she is going through menopause even though I know she is still far from that age..
And what would happen when she is really going through menopause next time..
ARGH.........

I know she and bro is in bad terms..
I know she doesnt want to talk to him..
I know that he doesnt want to either..
But somethings u should just talk out in the open..
She even wanted me to ask him whether his NS has ended..
I mean.. like.. Cant you just ask him YOURSELF?!
ARGH.. so pissed lo..
I think the only good thing that happened today is Inuyasha..
What a day I had.. Maybe I should have went out with JW they all..
Haiz.. Sorry to make you all read this..
I just cant continue keeping it inside of me..
Maybe next time.. I can move out.. and live together with my friends..
But wouldnt that be abandoning my parents.. Argh..
Inuyasha.. help me..

posted at 8:27 PM -- 1 comments