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I.. Sunday, January 28, 2007

I..

Don't want to go back to school
Don't want to face the whole bunch of projects waiting to be done
Don't want to do my labs alone
Don't want to enter the rat race of society
Don't want to face fake friends in school
Don't want to test my patience by interacting with them
Don't want to force myself to say things I don't want to say
Don't want to sit in my room feeling all lonely

Want to meet out more often with my REAL friends
Want to spend more time with my parents
Want to do the things I want to do
Want to beat up the shortie
Want to just get by this semester
Want to shut up

posted at 11:44 PM -- 0 comments
Grrrrr!! Monday, January 22, 2007

I have no idea why, but all of a sudden, I recalled the actions of a certain teammate in NTU, and I started to feel really disgusted. Okay, the structure of that previous sentence is kind of wrong, but you get the idea right?

Actually, I know she is a really nice girl, BUT when she is in front of guys, somehow, her actions start to change ever so slightly, and she starts to become more 'act cute', and it really erks me!! Is there a word, erk? Anyway, she is counted as one of the better players in the team, so she tend to give 'advice' to others. Sometimes, when I miss a ball or something, she will tell me what to do, when I REALLY DON'T NEED YOUR ADVICE!! I KNOW WHERE MY MISTAKES ARE AND EVEN IF I DUN, I DUN NEED YOU TO TELL ME!! I know she means well, but I just cant accept. I tend not to accept advice from people I don't think are better than me..

In conclusion, I have a BIG ego..

Anyway, she is in my hall, so she was also involved in the inter-hall games. After our loss, she once asked if it was better to put my other manager to play doubles. Ok, sure it might be a good idea, BUT DON'T YOU THINK ITS A LITTLE TOO LATE?!?!?!?!?? Wah kao, when we were planning the lineup, there wasnt ANY input from you then after we lost, YOU COME UP WITH ALL THIS SHIT?!?!?! When I heard that qns from her, my heart started to beat faster.

My heart always beat faster when I get angry.

I really wanted to punch her, but I cant, so I imagined what I would do to her if I could and after that, I started to feel much better..

Actually, I know the reason why I am complaining about my teammate, and it is.. the SHORTIE!!

There was a workshop that had to be handed in today, and we only got to know about it on friday, so we met up with the rest of the team on sat to discuss and do the questions. Oh yea, dear shortie msged me on friday to ask if she could bring her friend along, AND SHE BLOODY HELL WOKE ME UP FROM MY TENNIS DREAM! BITCH!

Ok, back to sat. Shortie said she had to leave early due to church, so ok, that we understand. Then we started to discuss about the questions, she just sat there twirling her hair!! Then 1 hour later, she said she has to leave!! Ok nvm, that we can tolerate, so in the end, we had to do until 11.30pm before we could leave. AND THAT BLOODY SHORTIE DIDNT EVEN BOTHER TO SHOW ANY CONCERN WHATSOEVER TO THE PROGRESS OF THE WORKSHOP!!

So, today, my friend fetched me to school and he was also SUPER SUPER pissed with that ass. He said that the shortie msged him on sunday, 9.30pm asking the progress of the project, and when he told her that it is not done, she replied him, "Then how?" WAH KAO CANT YOU USE YOUR PIG BRAIN TO THINK FOR A WHILE!??!?!? NOT DONE MEANS WE HAVE TO MEET TO DO LA!! THEN HOW THEN HOW.. COCK SIA!!! When I heard her reply, I also super super pissed, cause that reminded me about that time when she sent me virus. She dared to call me and ask me then how..

THEN HOW YOUR ASS LA THEN HOW.. SEND ME VIRUS STILL ASK THEN HOW.. !@#$-ING BITCH!!!

You like to twirl hair so much right?!?! I HOPE ALL YOUR HAIR DROP!!

I like to imagine how I would kick her, punch her, step on her, pull her hair, then throw her on top of a row of chairs and hear her spine crack.. Ahh.. I feel much better now..

Don't worry you guys! I have yet to imagine how I would torture you.. =)

posted at 11:47 PM -- 1 comments
Weird Dream.. Friday, January 19, 2007

Just now, after eating lunch, I fell asleep on my sofa and had a weird dream! It begins like this..

I think I was meeting mon and kw to go escape themepark at some macdonalds, just that that mac wasnt the one in whitesands, rather it was like in this nature reserve. Then it wasnt fully enclosed so you could feel the nice breeze. Anyway, my dad was there too! He was going to escape with us, then we walked quite far when suddenly, my dad was nowhere to be seen, and mon, kw and me were in a tennis court in a forested area! So, we were playing tennis when I realised that the surface of the court was see through and there was a lake below the courts. Not only that, I could see many dead bodies in the lake!! All looking up at us!! Quite freaky..

Then.. THAT BLOODY SHORTIE MSGED ME AND WOKE ME UP FROM THAT DREAM!! BLOODY HELL!!!!

So after I replied her, I went back to sleep and hoped that I could continue that dream, but to no avail..

Pulau Ubin!! = )

posted at 8:59 PM -- 0 comments
AHHH!!! Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Man, I can foresee great perils ahead of me..

Firstly, this semester is gonna be a really busy one for me. I have 4 core modules this sem, and all of them have labs. 3 out of 4 have a 'major' lab project that needs to be handed up. Not only that, I have my Design and Development Project (DDP) this semester and I bet this would take my a LOT of my time. I HOPE I GET GOOD TEAMMATES!!!

Secondly, my financial status is in dire straits. Just a little more than $10 left to bankruptcy.. Sigh..

Okay, so maybe there are only 2 points, but really a lot to gek sim over liao!!

Looking forward to Sunday..

Oh yea, I don't think I would be celebrating my 21st birthday. As in, I don't think I would organise a celebration for my birthday. I know it sounds kind of dumb now, but I really just cant see it happening..

Can't wait for this sem to end.. Can't wait to graduate.. Can't wait to go to Japan..

posted at 8:55 PM -- 0 comments
Omg school has started?! Thursday, January 11, 2007

Currently listening to Wen Bie by Jacky Cheung.

The past few days were rather fun! On monday, I reformatted my computer, on tuesday I went out with mon and JJ, then today, I went to crash mon's accounting lecture in SIM.

I shall just skip to tuesday since I believe nobody wants to know the 'adventures' I had when reformatting my laptop. So, on tuesday, after sitting through 3 horrendous(sp) hours of lecture, I went back to hotel room to bathe before meeting mon at City Hall. Promptly proceeded to eat heavenly char siew rice and indian rojak at waterloo street. THE POTATOES ROCKSSS!!! Anyway, before we realised, it was already 2.40, 15 mins before our movie! So we walked to the Cathay to watch "A Night at the Museum".

DUMB DUMB! YOU GIVE ME GUM GUM!

Totally love the terracotta warrior.. Wuahahahah!!

Anyway, after that we went to meet JJ and walked to some kopitiam near SMU for dessert, then to Marina Square to walk around before going to Crystal Jade for dinner. JJ had some nice peanut soup noodle thing which ROCKED! Sat there chatting for quite a long time then went to see cute hamsters and rabbits at the pet shop then to Gelare for waffle ice-cream and more gossiping. At around 10.45pm, we went to take the train home. Actually I really didnt want to go back to hotel that soon. I wanted to go to a pub, but when I got on the train, all the energy in me disappeared..

As for today, after 2 hours of lecture, I rushed to eat lunch before meeting mon again at Clementi. Went to SIM to crash her accounting lecture which was rather boring!!! Oh yea, they even had the notes printed out and there were refreshments!! So interesting!! Being the kiasu student that I am, I took their THICK notes and drank their tea. Weee!! So after the 3 hour lecture, we proceeded to IMM and had fun in Daiso!

On the bus back, I sort of drifted off when I thought of something interesting!! Hope that in the end, everything works out..

I WANT TO GO JAPANNNNNNNNNNnn...

Man.. I keep having this sick feeling in the gut.. Something is wrong..

I must play MORE!!!!! MOREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!


posted at 2:30 PM -- 0 comments
Guilt-ridden.. Saturday, January 06, 2007

Well, just came back from inter-hall games tennis semi finals match in which our team lost and the overall score was 2-3. I have to say that it was a rather close fight. Anyway, after everything was over, my teammates and I, including my other tennis manager, went to the canteen to eat when our sports secretary approached us. He told us that it was a rather close fight although the other hall sports sec said that we should have won. Then.. I saw it..

My other tennis manager cried. Even before we reached the canteen, it was very evident that he was very disappointed. Its as if he was putting all the blame on himself when it really wasnt his fault!! In fact, I really think that most of the blame should be on me since I really did very few things for the team. At that point of time when I saw him cry, I really felt like crying too, but I held back cause cannot xia suay in front of my teammates.

After lunch, he asked if I was going back home cause he stays near me and can go back with me, but I said that I was going straight home and not going back to hall first. Come to think of it, I really should have went back to hall first with them cause I could sense that he needed some sort of company? Or maybe I was thinking too much..

Anyway, my current and ex IVP captains (both from my hall) asked me to consider taking Industrial Orientation (8 weeks during holidays) instead of Industrial Attachment (22 weeks) cause they want me to be the next captain of the IVP team. When I heard that, I really had mixed feelings. Although I was quite happy they chose me, I really don't think that I would be a good captain. Look what I did to the SRJC team..

Okay, honestly, the only reason why I was the SRJC captain was because I was 'significantly' better in tennis than the others. (Sorry to Alene and Yvonne!) My leadership qualities are close to NIL. Like that how to lead a team of players who are equal or better than me in tennis?! How can I convince them to follow my instructions?!

I am just too wishy-washy/indecisive, too lazy, too little passion, and if I were to be forced into that position just like in the case of my hall, I believe I wouldnt put in my utmost effort for the team.

Can someone please tell me a way to reject them..

posted at 6:06 PM -- 3 comments
BBQ!!! Thursday, January 04, 2007

Just woke up at 4pm just now. Anyway, had quite a fun chalet and bbq at downtown east yesterday, while on the day before yesterday, played tennis with JJ and mon!! It was rather fun watching mon get hit by the ball by JJ. Could even hear the thud. Even though it rained 30mins after we played, our spirits did not dampen!! So after tennis, we bathed then went to Hougang to eat heavenly chicken rice then crap at Gelare for 2 hours..

As for yesterday, had to register my modules first before going to tamp to meet mon. In super quick time, we bought the stuff and checked into our LARGE room. The room was so much better than those in block L even though we got the showcase BBQ pits. So we slacked in the room, ate the noodles cooked by my mum and watched tv. Not forgetting our crapping sessions. So at around 4pm, JJ arrived, I was forced to bring a old woman to the 4D booth, we bought 4D and the food arrived. So we brought all the food back and slacked in the room further watching Gigi. Then finally, we decided to start the fire and after several failed attempts, I finally got that damn fire started. Then just as we were about to start bbqing, IT BLOODY HELL STARTED RAINING!!! The other guys arrived, and we still didnt want to stop bbqing cause it was so wasted!! MY FIREEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So 3 of us bbq-ed under the rain, then shar came and just nice, the food was ready too. Everyone retreated into the room after the rain got too heavy. So me and mon decided to bbq using an aluminium tray, so after maybe around 20mins, another fire was ready outside the room! Had fun crapping and bbqing at the same time. After shar left, huiling and sharon arrived, followed by kw and ll. Kw scared mon with his ghost stories and I was forced to accompany mon while she bathed. Her scream is damn scary lah!!! So everyone was back in the room at 3am I think. Played murderer, heartattack, bridge until 7am when ll, kw and poof left, leaving me mon jj and yn in the room. By that time, we were all rather bored with the games when mon suggested the memory game. Left at 9.45am!

I was quite tired, BUT I STILL WANTED TO PLAY!!! So reached home at 10.45am, bathed and had breakfast with my mum before collapsing on the bed.

There is something bothering me.. Is it school or another matter..

Anyway, I must play more!! It seems that my time with mon is depleting rapidly. Weeeeeeee..

I WANT TO PLAY MORE!!!! G-STRING!! =)

posted at 4:52 PM -- 0 comments