Well, yesterday I had my interview, cant say that it went VERY well, but I tried my best to answer them so I guess if I didnt get the job, I wouldnt have any regrets. Anyway the 2 interviewers were quite nice people and werent intimidating. The only interesting thing was that the covered shoe that I bought so uncomfortable that on the ride back to hall, I realised that my heel was bleeding. My mum laughed damn loudly when I told her that I wore the shoe until my feet bleed, over the phone.
As for today, after class, I went back to hall to have a nap and WAH LAU it was so god damn hot that I broke out in sweat!! But I was just so tired that I continued sleeping while sweating. Wake up, chat a little, then it was time for my match. Played so damn cock, dunnoe wat the hell I was doing. Feet not moving, mind not thinking, eyes not looking. Yup, that sums up what happened. In the end lost, but I wasnt very sad or what. Lose, lose lor.. Not that it was a strange thing to happen to me..
As for now, I have no idea why, I suddenly feel very very pek chek. I don't think its because of the match, ok maybe to a small extent. But somehow, the weeks leading up to today played a part in this sudden emotion. I don't how to say leh................ In conclusion, I am just pek chek. Don't know what the hell I am thinking, don't know what the hell my priorities are, don't know what the hell I should do and lastly don't know what the hell my life is about.
I AM GOING TO DONATE BLOOD NEXT WEEK. I need to get rid of this bad blood in my body urgently. Might have to go alone, but nobody cares..
posted at 10:19 PM --
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