I had wanted to meet him today. His movie was on 4.40pm. At 4.20pm, I just boarded the MRT from Sembawang. At first, told mon that I would miss the movie, but when I reached Orchard, I was asking myself, "Should I drop on the next stop? Should I?" In the end, I did, and I rushed to Cineleisure. Went to the ticketing booth and asked "Is Perhaps Love still available?" The guy said "Yes" My heart skipped a beat. But, he couldnt find the option for the 4.40 screening. Then he asked quite loudly "What did you say?" I said "Perhaps Love for 4.40pm" He said "Huh? Start liao leh. Its 5pm now. You still want?" Then I kinda stunned and quickly rejected his offer and walked off. Part of me was still in shock. Was asking myself "What the hell happened?!"
Followed the crowd and I ended up in HMV. Was taking the escalator when my phone vibrated and this unknown caller was calling me. Ok, so I took up the phone and a female voice asked "You want to watch 7.20 show?" To which I replied "7.20? WHO ARE YOU?!" Oh, so it was Mon. Sorry har, I was still in shock so I couldnt recognized your voice.
Time seems to pass real slowly when you're sad. 6.30 took ages to come. The tennis girls took turns to come late and we ended up having dinner in Swensens after walking around in circles. Was quite fun talking to them. After all, it has been some time since I last met them.
My friend msged me that our exam results were out. Checked it out just now. Well, can say I am quite disappointed. Actually, I am VERY disappointed. Heard the damn shortie beat me. What the FUCKING HELL?!?!? Freaking freaking pissed now. A mixture of piss-ness, anger and sadness. And who is to blame for this?! ANGELINE GOH! Freaking fat, stupid, ugly, slow and childish girl!!
Seems like EVERYONE I know got better than me. The people whom I taught java to, got better than me. XING HUI YI LEN!! Next sem, I really really do not wish to have ANYTHING to do with them. Call me selfish or what, hao xing zhen de mei you hao bao. They will ask me how did I do, then when I tell them, they will act sad, but I know deep down, there will be NO sadness from them. I also do not wish to tell my parents my results. Don't want them to know that their daughter got such LOUSY results after they spent SO MUCH money to send me to Uni.
In conclusion, this is a list of the bad things that happened to me :
- Did not manage to watch Perhaps Love
- Did not manage to get any presents
- Got LOUSY results from my exam
- Lost to the shortie
I think I might be having depression now. Never reacted this strongly to lousy results. There are actually tears in my eyes. Like, WHAT THE HELL?! Hope the malaysia trip can cheer me up... FREAKING BUCK UP ANGELINE GOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
posted at 11:40 PM --
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