Haiz.. This might be my last post here.. MIGHT be.. I want to thank everybody who has helped me one way or the other.. I also want to thank Inuyasha and company.. Thanks for being there when I needed you most.. Thanks to my family, my mum, dad and bro.. Thanks to Mon, JJ, Poof, Shar, and all others.. Thanks to all my relatives.. I got a feeling that I will get AO, AO, AO.. If that happens.. haiz.. I will feel sad despite being prepared.. My mum was teasing me just now.. She was repeating "Angeline is gonna faint tml.." in a sort of tune.. Im not really very nervous now.. But when I think abt receiving the results from Mr Lotfi tml.. I get butterflies in my stomach.. What if he said.. "Angeline, I am quite disappointed with you.." Argh.. My whole heart will fall apart.. Then maybe Mr Ho will come smiling and say "I told you to study harder.." Sigh.. stupid, lazy, useless Angeline.. so fat somemore.. And also.. I got a feeling that Suhana will come asking me how much I got.. Then when I tell her.. She will give me that "I JUST KNOW shes a idiot and I dunnoe why I even bothered asking her.." look..
Sigh.. if tml.. you see me sitting with my head down.. Pls dun approach me.. I tend to get violent when I am sad.. And most importantly, if you see me crying.. DO NOT approach me.. I HATE letting people see me cry.. But most prob I will be blinking back tears.. If you see me doing that.. do not look at me.. Let me calm myself down first.. But if you want to strike a conversation, something to do with Inuyasha might help cheer me up..
I dunnoe why.. but the song 'Yesterday & Today' by DAI keeps popping up in my mind.. "Dear friends, so long wasurenai kurikaesu deai no naka chiisana kizuato wo ryoute ni kakaeteru bokura samayou bakari kono hateshinai sekai wo mitsumeru tabibito yo"
Wish everyone good luck for tomorrow.. Not that it matters anymore.. So long my friends..
posted at 8:16 PM --
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