Last nite.. I did not have a good sleep at all..
My mind was full of things..
Woke up this morning..
Thought about the past events..
And I came to a conclusion..
I am weak..
I thought I was a strong gal..
But this incident just proved me otherwise..
There I was.. crying over a guy..
Argh.. I thought this will never happen to me..
But no.. it happened.. And right smack in the middle of the 'A' Levels..
What am I supposed to do?!
Its the first time I actually felt this..
First time.. Over a period of 18 years..
I am feeling confused right now..
Confused over this feeling..
Its not that I like this guy anyway..
But why this feeling.. WHY?!
Sigh.. guess I should learn from Kagome..
At least now I know what Kagome felt when Inuyasha went to find Kikyo..
Oh well.. time to change heartache into courage.. (Inuyasha episode 126)
But I am really touched by the fact that I have friends that are very supportive..
And for that.. I really want to thank Mon and JJ..
Thanks a LOT!!
Physics and Stats.. Here I come!!
posted at 10:24 AM --
3 comments
3 Comments:
u r really going thru wat i have been thru.. but for me, i nv shed a tear for him cos i knew he dun deserve it..
dun expect him to reply.. cos he's not him now.. he's 24 hrs 'here' now.. Even when he's at home, his heart will be still 'here'..
He seems to move on realy easily & happily.. so he really don't deserve our disappointment or grief..
So yahz! Here we come, A level! (^_^)
no guy is worth crying over (& i'm a guy!) you can do better.
Yup, it's so not worth it to cry over guys...
They're just so LOUSY..
So cry once enough le k?
Dont worry le la.. most probably it's a BLESSING in disguise... =)
Angeline is a strong girl!
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